I kept asking if we could talk but every time I did he was having an ‘off’ day and didn’t want to talk. I needed to tie up some loose ends and have been waiting well over a month for him to be ‘ready’ to speak. I know I was the one who broke his heart because I finished it with him but I’m not the bad person in all of this, neither of us are but he needs to face his problems. This is one of the main reasons why I couldn’t be with him any more, everything gets brushed under the carpet.

I’ve been nothing but nice to him, pussy footing around so he wouldn’t get upset. Giving him space so he could deal with it, Offering to come with him to the doctors/counselling sessions. All I’ve got in return is ignored by him and our friend (bar a few), having to watch him do all the things I wished we could do together in our relationship. Things like traveling to other towns just to have a look around and spend time together. He would never get on a plane, ever! Oh but he is flying to Amsterdam. Even the smallest thing like having a drink together, four years FOUR! “I don’t drink” okay that’s fine, didn’t bother me to much but when you turn up to a party with another girl and the first thing you do is pour yourself a drink? Thanks.

You deserved everything I wrote in that text because its the truth. I hope it cut deep because I’m sick to death of treading water around you, treating you like a toddler. You are a fully grown man! Act like one.